I wrote the start of a spoken word piece yesterday, and posted it. Later, I came to more words. Vital words. Absolutely vital.
In case, you haven’t seen the beginning, here it is:
I TAKE A STEP
elsaiselsa.substack.com/p/i-take-one-step
Now, more words:
FROM HIGHER GROUND
I take a step, look around
see I’m standing on higher ground
feeling proud
then seeing
this strange thing I’ve found
a sign on a post -
TABOO
no going over under PAST through
TABOO
WHAT TO DO?
I stand, look around
no one around
do I tell what I’ve found
one more step taken
now standing on higher ground
this strange sign - TABOO
I DO
I do tell what I’ve found
what I’ve found
and the answers I seek
truth sleuth, truth teller
though that’s the taboo thing to do
I speak
and with that I see
others emerging near me
speaking
sometimes in the open
sometimes just to me
telling me, whispering, warning, helping
it’s taboo they say
to ask
to speak
not to ignore
could be problems in store
be careful
I take a step
a careful step
to still higher ground
Elsa
October 4, 2025
My sense is that, since 2006 - and thinking back, since long before that - I have spoken, sometimes only after a big inner struggle, and sometimes I have only partly spoken, edged my way into speaking.
Right now I’m doing it again. I have the sense of wading into ever deeper waters.
This time. . .
On the one side, anti-Semitism - such as, nasty generalizations, nasty denunciations.
On the other, rigid positivism about Jews and all things Jewish, rigid holding to the position of “poor poor Jews, always victims.” These people are completely against anything that could possibly be seen as anti-Semitism. They would not think of considering that there could be nasty passages in the Talmud. Most, they are ready to attack anything or anyone they believe could possibly even hint at covert anti-Semitism.
Where I am is neither on one side or the other. I am for truth and exploring. And I notice pushes to stop important exploring to deal with things kept hidden from those who seek to understand - things in some ways relating to Jews, Jewish religious writings, the history of the Jews, Jews in leadership positions, etc. Many of the anti-exploration pushes come from within. I was afraid of writing my first exploration of this strange new group I heard about - the Khazarian Mafia. One, I did not want to give fuel to anti-Semites. I could also feel I was risking being attacked as anti-Semitic - I could feel I was entering a No-Go Zone.
One thing that is very interesting: the anti-Semites (including Jewish anti-Semites) do not seem afraid - not to me anyway. They vilify the Jews. Everything is a Jewish plot. Israel has no right to exist.
Also, people - especially non-Jewish people - who see Jews as 100% positive, and 100% victims are not afraid, from all I can tell.
Like these people, I’m against anti-Semitism.
But I want more than that. Truth. Exploration.
One. What’s going on with the quotes?
Two. Lots of other questions. Like, what is it that, very early on, every Hollywood studio but one - Walt Disney - was owned by Jews? Background: originally there were about 100 studios. Within a few years, it was down to 10 or so - all Jewish-owned except for Walt Disney (who only made movies for children). What does it do to the movie industry, when people from a minority group - about 2% of the population - control over 90% of movie production - control all adult movie production. Note: I’m not suggesting there was a plot.
So many vital questions - which can be addressed only if we check, verify, explore and explore some more.
Posted October 5, 2022
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PS. If you’re stuck on a personal level, I have a small mastermind group. Here is contact info: elsa [which is at] fullflourishing.com
PPS. If you would like to be doing more on the social level, I have a second small mastermind group. Here is contact info: elsa [which is at] truthsummit.info
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The Khardazian Mafia? Do you mean the Khazarian Mafia, rhe Kardashian Mafia, or perhaps something in between? ;^)