A few nights ago, a dark night of the soul. It felt to me: nothing will ever work out, nothing will ever come together so that things feels right.
Usually, when something like that happens, I go to bed as soon as I can, sleep it off, wake up with renewed energy, renewed hope and drive.
Not that night. I did go to bed. Had a hard time sleeping. Woke up a couple of hours later, still in the dark-night-of-the-soul place.
No sleep for several hours, and then finally sleep.
The next morning, all normal.
What about you, I ask. Does this happen to you? And what do you do?
It’s been a long journey for me.
So much going on around me. Dangerous stuff. And while lots of us are doing what we can, the forces against us, against truth and humanity, are major.
Also, there is my personal quest - for my poetry, for my ideas - to get them out into the world in a major way. I see others reach much further than I do. Sometimes, I have lots of energy and drive. Lots of doing. Sometimes, not.
What else should I be going, I ask myself.
Again, what do you do?
My strategies. One. I go on. I have an inner commitment to going on. Two. I have also sought out people - the occasional mentor - who, it feels to me, could be very helpful. Three. I take a break and then go on some more of going on.
I also look at what I have accomplished. Quite huge.
I’d love you to take a look - and this is just at a fragment. It’s at: Elsa - Thought, Creativity, Passion, Life. https://elsathoughtcreativitypassionlife.com
Posted August 25, 2022
Elsa, I'm going to be direct. Do you think we've seen the worst of this? No, not even close. You will see things you never imagined, mark my words.. We have already experienced enough in these past 30 months to know that the malevolence of this final beast system is boundless, as is its control of the power centers of the world.. It is diabolically clever and it is determined to achieve the tenets engraved on the monument it recently destroyed, especially the first one.
New Age belief is not going to get you through what is ahead. Only a person-to-Person relationship with the Most High God will give you the strength you will need to endure with courage and conviction whatever must be faced. I hope you make that acquaintance soon, and that you receive the nourishment of the soul that only He can provide.